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Here i am again...
i guess i need to stop my drama..
it's not doing me any good...
But do i not deserve to have a chance to feel bad about the injustices this world has decided to throw at me?
why can't i get over it?
after years of emotional torture, i had to contend with that.
I'm trying to go back to the normal world..
but, how...?

hello, world

hello...
for some unknown reason, i feel so free as i started with this...
you see, i have been forced into having sex by my uncle.. at age 27, he had me. The first guy ever .
that was a year ago. today, i still cannot go back to the normal world. i always fall short of my expectations.
because of blabbermouthed friends, a lot of people know. Since then , i've been forcing myself to function well, as i would if i had been luckier. But, something has got to give, i guess. some of the sharpness i had grew blunt, what used to be full of flavor has grown stale
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